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January

This month was pretty nice and chill. Cool start to the new year. I've been healing and going out more which is nice for a change. Last year I was really depressed and abandoned myself.

THE BAD:

The fire: Well, my backyard neighbors' house caught on fire (my biggest fear is fires). I think it was the electrical box. Luckily, everyone is okay. I was so panicked, I couldn't sleep the whole entire night. Me and Chow slept at my dad’s and took the next day off work.
Political & Economic State of the World:

Trump's first month in office has been a tragedy! Mass deportations, his butt buddy Elon Musk, and TikTok taken down then brought back up.
Tragic California wildfires :(
Airplanes all over the US keep crashing..wth is going on dude?!

THE GOOD:

I got my driver's license back yay! My new pic is uggo, but whatever.
Bail money from 4 years ago will be returned to me this year yay.
Lots of progress on my website and my art :)

Started and completed 1 zine (I don't want you anymore zine)
Finished my homepage, added a zine page, and a journal page!
Played guitar maybe 2 times lol.

MISC: (Music, Shows, Media, Fun times with friends)

I went to 2 shows in January woot woot! I saw Molchat Doma, Sextile, and COLD CAVE.
I watched 3 new movies:

COMPANION (in theatre with J, H, E, & V)
Mysterious Skin(2004)
Lookback

I went to the club a few times, and I also went bowling and then to Chili’s with my friends for the first time ever! Good, clean, fun :)

February

OMG this new year is being so kind and sweet to me. February I spent a lot of time with my friends instead of missing out. It feels like for the first time in my life, I'm living.

Art I made:

I made a valentines gift for M*****. I decorated the box soo cute! see the pic at the bottom VVVV
HOMESHAKE inspired Zine, HORSIE album. 3 new friend collage pages

I been playing guitar a bit this past week, my callous is building back up! slowly but surely B)

New things:
I watched "Anora" eh mid movie. 5/10. Plot didn't make any effing sense.
Visited Lake Mead with J, E, V, & H. Vanz and I tried to share a kayak but I suppose our combined weight was overkill..mostly me LMFAO.
I drank too much the night prior and made myself SICK. I was throwing up n shii.
Me n freak bobs went to some pirate bar and got free shots of vodka.
I went on a picnic with friends, Eli wasn't there :( but we painted and drank wine. It was so cute and fun and the weather was just perfect.
I tried HOUSTON TX HOT CHICKEN that shit was so fucking good I ate it twice in like a 3-day span. I did the same thing with birria tacos they were so fucking god damn good I was moaning while I ate them. It's been so LAWNG since I had them holy SHIT. xD

MISC:

Sadgirl w/Los Emptys, and Peeling Flesh.
COULDA BEEN LOVE release on Valentines Day. That shit so FUNNY lmfao. I'm excited for the next episode. Gonna go watch with the gang. :)

March

Spring time yay!

I got a tv, so i watched hella movies xD:

Manic: this movie was very bleak and relatable. I cried 10/10
Family: I saw this on tiktok, it's about jugallos. It made me laugh so much. 10/10
Hellraiser: Creepy asl. Pervert vibes. 10/10
I believe in Unicorns: I was sleepy when i saw this. Also very bleak and relatable lil indie film. 8/10
Smile 2: 11/10 I love SMILE and SMILE2 FTW!!! One of the creepiest movies i've ever watched.

I've been feeling really lonely. I miss M* so much :( I wish i could see him again.
Me and the gals went to an ice cream parlor that had a secret bar in the back
I went to container park, 702bin and tried a "Scooby Doo" drink for the first time. shit was bomb as fugggg
Also tried their hot cheeto grilled cheese it was so good!
I've been working on re-vamping my room. I got a record/guitar holder and a desk hutch. I'd like a new dresser and kitty tower
I went to the snow for the first time since i was 12. Drove Jans car to Outback Steakhouse.

MONTHLY SUMMARY JOURNAL

January

February

March