2025 Monthly Updates

This page is a re-cap of the most memorable moments of each month. Thanks for reading!

January

This month was pretty nice and chill. Cool start to the new year. I've been healing and going out more which is nice for a change. Last year I was really depressed and abandoned myself.

The fire: Well, my backyard neighbors' house caught on fire (my biggest fear is fires). I think it was the electrical box. Luckily, everyone is okay. I was so panicked, I couldn't sleep the whole entire night. Me and Chow slept at my dad’s and took the next day off work.

I got my driver's license back yay!

Bail money from 4 years ago will be returned to me this year yay.

Lots of progress on my website and my art :)

I went to 2 shows in January woot woot! I saw Molchat Doma/ Sextile, and COLD CAVE.

I watched 3 new movies:Companion (in theatres), Mysterious Skin, and Lookback

February

OMG this new year is being so kind and sweet to me. February I spent a lot of time with my friends instead of missing out. It feels like for the first time in my life, I'm living.

I made a valentines gift box I decorated the box soo cute! see the pic at the bottom VVVV

HOMESHAKE inspired Zine, HORSIE album. 3 new friend collage pages

I watched "Anora" eh mid movie. 5/10. Plot didn't make any effing sense.

Visited Lake Mead with J, E, V, & H.

Me n freak bobs went to some pirate bar and got free shots of vodka.

I went on a picnic with friends, E wasn't there :( but we painted and drank wine. It was so cute and fun and the weather was just perfect.

I tried HOUSTON TX HOT CHICKEN that shit was so fucking good I ate it twice in like a 3-day span. xD

Sadgirl with Los Emptys, and Peeling Flesh.

COULDA BEEN LOVE release on Valentines Day. That shit so FUNNY lmfao. I'm excited for the next episode. Gonna go watch with the gang. :)

March

Spring time, yay!!!

I got a tv, so i watched hella movies xD:

Manic: this movie was very bleak and relatable. I cried 10/10
Family: I saw this on tiktok, it's about jugallos. It made me laugh so much. 10/10
Hellraiser: Creepy asl. Pervert vibes. 10/10
I believe in Unicorns: I was sleepy when i saw this. Also very bleak and relatable lil indie film. 8/10
Smile 2: 11/10 I love SMILE and SMILE2 FTW!!! One of the creepiest movies i've ever watched.

I've been feeling really lonely.

Me and the gals went to an ice cream parlor that had a secret bar in the back

I went to container park, 702bin and tried a "Scooby Doo" drink for the first time. shit was bomb as fugggg

Also tried their hot cheeto grilled cheese it was so good!

I've been working on re-vamping my room. I got a record/guitar holder and a desk hutch. I'd like a new dresser and kitty tower

I went to the snow for the first time since i was 12. Drove Jans car to Outback Steakhouse.

April

April came with lots of changes..

Well for starters, Chow had an emergeny Vet visit. Shes okay now, but she got spayed and the healing process sucked. She had a cut on her lip and paw as well :(

I got god damn bronchitis and have been sick literally all month long. I had popcorn lungs and genuinely couldn't breathe for a bit, but im alright now. I still have a cough and I can't remember what my real voice sounds like. I'm congested as fucking hell. I was on like 4 different medications smh

I finally visited the Jazz bar with D it was really sweet and I would go again. Other than that I really didn't go out much. I went to PTs to play pool and that's about it. It's fine, I'm broke anyway. :)

I got a Murder House shirt I been eying for a while. I prolly shouldn't have gotten it but it was perfect for Easter... I love it! I wish I could afford to buy myself more things.

Oh also I dyed my hair. Red chunky messy highlights its so cute! it faded already lol

ART UPDATES: I started a new charcoal piece, it's coming along well :3. I also started a new zine about media. I haven't been playing guitar :( i have to pick and choose my hobbies these days. time is so limited on a day to day basis.

MOVIES I WATCHED:

Buffallo 66: The director is so weird and creepy. Gave it a 6 for Christina the poor girl. It was cool but I couldn't help but be weirded out. 6/10

Rewatched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It's actually hella sad. Re-watching movies as an adult is so weird I have such a different perspective on things. 8/10

MAY(2001)9/10: This movie is so cringe in the best possible way. It does a great job of making me feel uncomfortable.

I rewatched THE ROOM and cried lol 9/10

May

May..oh my

Started the month off pretty bad. ok so I got too drunk at cornish.. walked home alone, and lost my phone. Thank GOD someone found it and returned it omg my whole life is on there. This was at the start of the month and I honestly haven't drank much in public since xD

Bail bond money got returned to me and I basially used it all on vet bill womp womp. Also paid for Vivi to get spayed so that D can leave his dogs with dad ;.;

I like boxing now hehe I watched a game with Mike and Vanz and it was actually pretty entertaning. 10/10 Would do again

My brother left town. I got to spend some time with him before he left. He'll be back in the fall. ;.;

My hair was so perfect and vibrant red and i FUCKED It up by mixing blue into the red and thinking it would be purple. DUMBASS IDIOT ALERT!! cuz it fucking looks BLACK now t(-_-(t. Im gonna wash it every day and try to remove it with some vitamin C powder xD I want this shit purple, then blue, then GREEEEEN!

I got 3 new records this month: CARSEAT HEADREST, BAR ITALIA (I manifested it fr), and COLD CAVE (first pressing and its a beaut. Amazing gold and sparkly. I never had a sparkly vinyl before i LOVE IT)

I watched CLOWN IN A CORNFIELD at the drive-in with my friends, it was boring. 3/10

I got to see 28 DAYS LATER in theatre for the first time ever it was such a cool experience! I went with Mike n Vanz :3 The quality was so booty, but as expected lol. The flower scene literally looked like an abstract painting it was lowkey beautiful xD. Got me thinking of how quickly technology has advancned in the past 20 years.

Breathalyzer is GONE thankg GAWD. Dealing with some financial issues with the compnay tho. Waiting on the fuckass DMV ARRHHHGHHH

My other little brother who lives in CALI is going to visit for the summer yay yay I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in over a year! He will be here on June 6th and I'm going to be spending a lot of time at my dads house with my family

June

June. Summertime YAY :3

June has been the quickest month this year. I opened and closed my eyes and the month was over!!

Well first things first, I got a new cat!! :3 yayy. His name is PENNYWISE and I will be making a page dedicated to him on my SHRINE page

I went to the theatres 3 times, I watched: BRING HER BACK, Final Destination, and 28 Years later. Check out my letterboxd for my reviews on those LOL

OUFER had a sale so i bought a few septum piercings yay! surprisngly I havent lost any of them yet.

I havent been going out much, but I did go to odds & berlin bar twice this month, I also visited the Doberman for the first tme I really like the vibes there. Another new place I went to was the LEXI, its mad fancy in that hoe. it was empty doe so we left quickly. Lastly I went to FREAK-O-RAMA.. that shit was lowkey ass but I was drunk enough for it to be fun. It smelled really fucking rank and it was jam packed.. nuts to butts fr.

Buttfuck retard Donald Trump fucking bombed iran..hello ww3. This immigration shit is scary man they just approved to deport US citizens to other counties..Theres literally people being kidnapped from the streets by strangers pretending to be DHS/ICE…theres insane protests going on that get rowdy cuz the bitch ass cops and ICE like to incite violence.Its weird to try and live every day while knowing the whole world is watching the USA crash and burn because of our brain dead president. Every day it gets worse and worse.

Overall it's been a really good month, I made a new zine based on Title Fights "Secret Society". I've made a few journal entires and a collage for CHOWDA. I played guitar a few times but not many or for long. Gotta get back into it... also I dyed my hair red again but I can't bleach it so its dull as fuck. I wish i never dyed it "purple" (it was fucking black fr). I'm excited for July, idk what to do for my birthday. Last year was really really bleak and depressing so I just am happy to be alive. I hope that I can spend time with my family and friends. I don't care about anything else. That's it!

July

July, LEO SZNNNNN ahhhh

This month I got to see LADY FKN GAGA for her new tour, first days were in my city. I was SO much fun. I went with J, I wish we coulda gotten floor seats. But those were like a gazillion dollars.

I finally tried the dubai choco ice cream from CJ's, it was wayyyy too much cholocate but still yummy.

Went to eat at Casa De Playa it was yummy

The kids finally met Penny it was so cute! They loved his little thumbs hehe

I went to a black metal show and made a new friend he's cool.

Custom belt from last year finally came but I'll be honest, I liked it at first but I don't anymore ;.; Imma try to fix it up/change it. I never worked with leather tho so idk I'm afraid I'll fail. Updates to come.

I got fuckn damn ass covid (the razor blade variant) on my bday that shit was lame. made up for it the week after so all is well xD I got a lot of really lovely gifts. I'm so grateful for my family and friends yay! I got some Porcelain dolls, wall art, makeup, accessories, money hehe and more

I finally finished my charcoal drawing, you can see it on my Sketchbook page!.

I added some stuff to my "collection" page, and I did a few other things on the site I love keeping up with it it's become somehing I look forward to. Coding has been really fun and rewarding.

August

August: Getting Un-Stuck

I notice the sun taking longer to rise these days, fall is upon us yay!

I went to see 3 movies this month. I'll try to review all of them on my Letterboxd. I'm pretty bad at that lol.

WEAPONS: Went to see this with the kids LOL we all liked it :3

TOXIC AVENGER: This movie was super crass and would NOT fly by todays standards. I did find humor in some parts, other parts were super fucked lmfao. I saw it at the Beverly Theatre. It was my first time there, such a beautiful venue!

OG TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACARE: I went to sams town to watch this, they had a special featrue at the end that I really enjoyed. I'm glad I got to see it on DA BIG SCREEN B)

I made a new zine about dead memories. Check it out on my newly revised ZINE page hehe. I love the new format! You can flip through each zine instead of viewing it as a flat pdf.

Visited a cute cafe, the cake was kind of ass but the drinks and food were so yummy. The tomato soup & grilled cheese was a 10/10

I visited a new bar in Henderson, had a night out with J. We went to a few different bars & met these girls they were sweet. Got into a bit of drama but nothing crazy LOL.

I was running out of space with my old record player set up/area.. SO i got a new cube shelf to replace it! I found it on facebook marketplace, its so pretty!!

Got a sick new waist belt with handcuffs it's so pretty! and it was only $25 WOOT WOOT!! Just a minor problem tho.. i've lost weight since I got the belt, so it just keeps getting looser and sliding down to my stomach instead of fitting snug on my waist ;.; I might go back to the store and ask if I could replace it for a smaller size

I dyed my hair orange as fall is upon us. pumpkin head

I got a few new records this month, Show Me the Body, King Krule, and Boy Harsher woot woot. I need to upload to my discogs seriouslyyy.

September

Gone are the days of surviving. I exist in ways I never have before.

September has been amazing. I wake up in the mornings, before 5AM. I go outside to feel the crisp of the air. September is as lovely as life itself.

I've been doing a lot of reflecting, revisiting my goals/ aspirations. I always want to keep pursing my greater purpose. I love to improve, and thrive. Setbacks never held me down for long.

E came to town and me n the gang went to China MAMA, and Karaoke. It was so fun!!! E sang a bunch of deftones it was so funny and silly.

I finally got a new pair of glasses and am seeing in SUPER OMEGA HD

I went to Cornish per usual, saw someone I had a falling out with. Closure I suppose.

I went with L to see the conjouring it was so goofy silly haha I had a good time. We drank a tiny bit so I was laughing extra hard

I visited 2 new places, the dustland and I forgot the name of the other place. The Dustland is really nice! I love the western vibe. They had a photobooth, me and J took pics :3

I went mini golfing with J,H, & L it was lowkey hard haha, and i got sleepy!-_- We stayed till they closed.

Bowling with the family for my baby brothers birthday was chill. Sams town bowling is so over-stimulating. And it doesnt help that the employees hate their jobs and have a stinky attitude LMFAO. But overall a great time :3 Got to see family and that's always nice

Speaking of family, D came back to town and I took him and N out to eat with E&M. We were in a rush so it was like, pretty hectic haha

I went record shopping with a new friend, he's mad chill I like him :3. I got 2 new records. OF ALL THINGS I WILL SOON GROW TIRED by Joyce Manor and Looking thru the Shades by Glitterer

It's been one year since Miso passed away. I got a tattoo in her memory, I love it so much. My friend Leslie did an amazing job. So sweet.

There are two people that were once very important to me, but they are now gone for good. I am looking forward to meeting more new friends and having new experiences. This felt like great transition month. I'm excited for the fall and winter.

October

October was eventful. The weather is so pretty.

10/04/25: I went to CoZine fest for the first time ever. I met a lot of cool artists and we traded some zines. I also bought a few zines and stickers. It's nice to get out into the community. Gotta do more of that!!

10/08/25: I went to see the Black Phone 2, it was so mid. Movie very much dragged on. Rating 6/10

10/10/25: Sextile played, but I got too drunk/sleepy and went home before Sextile even played SMH

10/20/25: Tame Impala released DEADBEAT, me and a friend decided not to listen to it until the vinyl arrived. We both liked it, experimental. Excited to hear his future work, this was very different from his past stuff. The vinyl came warped ;.;

I went to go see TRON it was really good I liked it :) nothing bad to say

10/24/25 Went to see Current Joys with Jan! It was so funnn!!! They started the show by playing GHOST. They did not play ramblings of a dying adolescence, but that’s ok. Jan and I went dressed up in costumes. I was princess bubblegum and she was Marceline the vampire queen. We saw a girl stealing merch and running away…so ghetto. The stupid guys behind us wouldn’t shut up during the wholeee performance -_-. Afterwards we met with Valeria at Silver Stamp and had a few drinks and took some Photo Booth pics. Jan cooked pasta it was soooo yummy :3

10/25/25 I went to see N8noface at the Usual Place. I went alone, but I saw a girl from instagram there so we hung out afterwards. The openers SLAY SQUAD were hella goooood. We went to Cornish and then Berlin. Cornish was fun, we played pool. Berlin was a deadzone, it was like 3 am LOL.

10/26/26 Went on a picnic at a nice little park, on Cheyenne and something I forgot. I wanted to feel the weather before it gets too cold. It was just a perfect time. I was a little hungover and honestly pretty unprepared haha but I still had major fun.

10/29/25 Watched a movie in DBOX seats for the first time, …CHAINSAW MAN. It was really cool! I went with Eli (he wore his makima bangs slay) and we were hoping they had pochita buckets, but they didn’t. At least they gave us some cool free posters! :3

10/31/25: HALLOWEEEEEEN AHHHH!!! I dressed up as ART the clown and my makeup was super sick. I went to see SUBHUMANS in it, then went to Nats party but only for a few minutes because I got too drunk and sad :(. I wish I woulda stayed up to go to odds and hit down town. Kinda ruined my own night.