2025 Monthly Updates

This page is a re-cap of the most memorable moments of each month + pictures. Click on the year and month you'd like to see, it will expand. Thanks for reading!

2025

January

This month was pretty nice and chill. Cool start to the new year. I've been healing and going out more which is nice for a change. Last year I was really depressed and abandoned myself.

Well, my backyard neighbors' house caught on fire. I think it was the electrical box. Luckily, everyone is okay. I was so panicked, I couldn't sleep the whole entire night. Me and Chow slept at my dad’s and took the next day off work.

I got my driver's license back yay!

Bail money from 4 years ago will be returned to me this year yay.

Lots of progress on my website and my art :)

SHOWS: I saw Molchat Doma/ Sextile, and COLD CAVE.

MOVIES: Companion (in theatres), Mysterious Skin, and Lookback

February

OMG this new year is being so kind and sweet to me. February I spent a lot of time with my friends instead of missing out. It feels like for the first time in my life, I'm living.

SHOWS: Sadgirl with Los Emptys, and Peeling Flesh.

ART I MADE: HOMESHAKE inspired Zine, HORSIE album. 3 new friend collage pages

MOVIES: "Anora" eh mid movie. 5/10. Plot didn't make any effing sense.

Visited Lake Mead with J, E, V, & H.

Me n freak bobs went to some pirate bar and got free shots of vodka.

I went on a picnic and paint with friends, E wasn't there :(. It was so cute and fun and the weather was just perfect.

I tried HOUSTON TX HOT CHICKEN that shit was so fucking good I ate it twice in like a 3-day span. xD

COULDA BEEN LOVE release on Valentines Day. That shit so FUNNY lmfao. I'm excited for the next episode. Gonna go watch with the gang. :)

I made a valentines gift box I decorated the box soo cute! see the pic at the bottom VVVV

March

Spring time, yay!!!

I got a tv, so i watched hella movies xD:

Manic: this movie was very bleak and relatable. I cried 10/10
Family: I saw this on tiktok, it's about jugallos. It made me laugh so much. 10/10
Hellraiser: Creepy asl. Pervert vibes. 10/10
I believe in Unicorns: I was sleepy when i saw this. Also very bleak and relatable lil indie film. 8/10
Smile 2: 11/10 I love SMILE and SMILE2 FTW!!! One of the creepiest movies i've ever watched.

Me and the gals went to an ice cream parlor that had a secret bar in the back

I went to container park, 702bin and tried a "Scooby Doo" drink for the first time. Also tried their hot cheeto grilled cheese it was so good!

I went to the snow for the first time since i was 12. Drove Jans car to Outback Steakhouse.

April

April came with lots of changes..

Well for starters, Chow had an emergeny Vet visit. Shes okay now, but she got spayed and the healing process sucked. We were hearling together, just relaxing in bed and takin it easy.

I got bronchitis and have been sick literally all month long. I had popcorn lungs and genuinely couldn't breathe for a bit, but im alright now. I still have a cough and I can't remember what my real voice sounds like. I'm congested as fucking hell. I was on like 4 different medications smh

I finally visited the Jazz bar with D it was really sweet and I would go again. Other than that I really didn't go out much. I went to PTs to play pool and that's about it :)

Oh also I dyed my hair. Red chunky messy highlights its so cute! it faded already lol

MOVIES I WATCHED:

Buffallo 66: The director is so weird and creepy. Gave it a 6 for Christina the poor girl. It was cool but I couldn't help but be weirded out. 6/10

Rewatched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It's actually hella sad. Re-watching movies as an adult is so weird I have such a different perspective on things. 8/10

MAY(2001)9/10: This movie is so cringe in the best possible way. It does a great job of making me feel uncomfortable.

I rewatched THE ROOM and cried lol 9/10

May

May..oh my

Started the month off pretty bad. ok so I got too drunk at cornish.. walked home alone, and lost my phone. Thank GOD someone found it and returned it. This was at the start of the month and I honestly haven't drank much in public since xD

Bail bond money got returned to me and I basially used it all on vet bill for chow. Also paid for Vivi to get spayed so that D can leave his dogs with dad ;.;

I like boxing now hehe I watched a game with M and V and it was actually pretty entertaning. 10/10 Would do again

My brother left town. I got to spend some time with him before he left. He'll be back in the fall. ;.;

My hair was so perfect and vibrant red and i FUCKED It up by mixing blue into the red and thinking it would be purple.

I got 3 new records this month: CARSEAT HEADREST, BAR ITALIA (I manifested it fr), and COLD CAVE (first pressing and its a beaut. Amazing gold and sparkly. I never had a sparkly vinyl before i LOVE IT)

MOVIES

CLOWN IN A CORNFIELD at the drive-in with my friends, it was boring. 3/10

28 DAYS LATER (OG version) in theatre for the first time ever it was such a cool experience! I went with Mike n Vanz :3 The quality was so booty, but as expected lol. The flower scene literally looked like an abstract painting it was lowkey beautiful xD. Got me thinking of how quickly technology has advancned in the past 20 years.

Breathalyzer is GONE thankg GAWD. Dealing with some financial issues with the company tho. Waiting on the fuckass DMV ARRHHHGHHH

My other little brother T, I haven't seen him in over a year! He will be here on June 6th and I'm going to be spending a lot of time at my dads house with my family

June

June. Summertime YAY :3

June has been the quickest month this year. I opened and closed my eyes and the month was over!!

Well first things first, I got a new cat!! :3 yayy. His name is PENNYWISE and I will be making a page dedicated to him on my SHRINE page

I went to the theatres 3 times, I watched: BRING HER BACK, Final Destination, and 28 Years later. Check out my letterboxd for my reviews on those LOL

I havent been going out much, but I did go to odds & berlin bar twice this month, I also visited the Doberman for the first tme I really like the vibes there. Another new place I went to was the LEXI, its mad fancy in that hoe. it was empty doe so we left quickly. Lastly I went to FREAK-O-RAMA.. that shit was lowkey ass but I was drunk enough for it to be fun. It smelled really fucking rank and it was jam packed.. nuts to butts fr.

Buttfuck Donald Trump fucking bombed iran..hello ww3. This immigration shit is scary man they just approved to deport US citizens to other counties..Theres literally people being kidnapped from the streets by strangers pretending to be DHS/ICE…theres insane protests going on that get rowdy cuz the bitch ass cops and ICE like to incite violence.Its weird to try and live every day while knowing the whole world is watching the USA crash and burn because of our brain dead president. Every day it gets worse and worse.

Overall it's been a really good month, I made a new zine based on Title Fights "Secret Society". I've made a few journal entires and a collage for CHOWDA. I played guitar a few times but not many or for long. Gotta get back into it... also I dyed my hair red again but I can't bleach it so its dull as fuck. I wish i never dyed it "purple" (it was fucking black fr). I'm excited for July, idk what to do for my birthday. Last year was really really bleak and depressing so I just am happy to be alive. I hope that I can spend time with my family and friends. I don't care about anything else. That's it!

July

July, LEO SZNNNNN ahhhh

This month I got to see LADY FKN GAGA for her new tour, first days were in my city. I was SO much fun. I went with J, I wish we coulda gotten floor seats. But those were like a gazillion dollars.

I finally tried the dubai choco ice cream from CJ's, it was wayyyy too much cholocate but still yummy.

Went to eat at Casa De Playa it was yummy

The kids finally met Penny it was so cute! They loved his little thumbs hehe

Custom belt from last year finally came but I'll be honest, I liked it at first but I don't anymore ;.; Imma try to fix it up/change it. I never worked with leather tho so idk I'm afraid I'll fail. Updates to come.

I got fuckn damn ass covid (the razor blade variant) on my bday that shit was lame. made up for it the week after so all is well xD I got a lot of really lovely gifts. I'm so grateful for my family and friends yay! I got some Porcelain dolls, wall art, makeup, accessories, money hehe and more

I finally finished my charcoal drawing, you can see it on my Sketchbook page!.

I added some stuff to my "collection" page, and I did a few other things on the site I love keeping up with it it's become somehing I look forward to. Coding has been really fun and rewarding.

August

August: Getting Un-Stuck

I notice the sun taking longer to rise these days, fall is upon us yay!

MOVIES

WEAPONS: Went to see this with the kids LOL we all liked it :3

TOXIC AVENGER: This movie was super crass and would NOT fly by todays standards. I did find humor in some parts, other parts were super fucked lmfao. I saw it at the Beverly Theatre. It was my first time there, such a beautiful venue!

OG TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACARE: I went to sams town to watch this, they had a special featrue at the end that I really enjoyed. I'm glad I got to see it on DA BIG SCREEN B)

I made a new zine about dead memories. Check it out on my newly revised ZINE page hehe. I love the new format! You can flip through each zine instead of viewing it as a flat pdf.

Visited a cute cafe, the cake was kind of ass but the drinks and food were so yummy. The tomato soup & grilled cheese was a 10/10

I visited a new bar in Henderson, had a night out with J. We went to a few different bars & met these girls they were sweet. Got into a bit of drama but nothing crazy LOL.

I was running out of space with my old record player set up/area.. SO i got a new cube shelf to replace it! I found it on facebook marketplace, its so pretty!!

Got a sick new waist belt with handcuffs it's so pretty! and it was only $25 WOOT WOOT!! Just a minor problem tho.. i've lost weight since I got the belt, so it just keeps getting looser and sliding down to my stomach instead of fitting snug on my waist ;.; I might go back to the store and ask if I could replace it for a smaller size

I dyed my hair orange as fall is upon us. pumpkin head

I got a few new records this month, Show Me the Body, King Krule, and Boy Harsher woot woot. I need to upload to my discogs seriouslyyy.

September

Gone are the days of surviving.

September has been amazing. I wake up in the mornings, before 5AM. I go outside to feel the crisp of the air. September is as lovely as life itself.

E came to town and me n the gang went to China MAMA, and Karaoke. It was so fun!!! E sang a bunch of deftones it was so funny and silly.

I finally got a new pair of glasses and am seeing in SUPER OMEGA HD

I went to Cornish per usual, saw someone I had a falling out with. Closure I suppose.

I went with L to see the conjouring it was so goofy silly haha I had a good time. We drank a tiny bit so I was laughing extra hard

I visited 2 new places, the dustland and I forgot the name of the other place. The Dustland is really nice! I love the western vibe. They had a photobooth, me and J took pics :3

I went mini golfing with J,H, & L it was lowkey hard haha, and i got sleepy!-_- We stayed till they closed.

Bowling with the family for my baby brothers birthday was chill. Sams town bowling is so over-stimulating. And it doesnt help that the employees hate their jobs and have a stinky attitude LMFAO. But overall a great time :3 Got to see family and that's always nice

Speaking of family, D came back to town and I took him and N out to eat with E&M. We were in a rush so it was like, pretty hectic haha

I went record shopping with a new friend, I'll call him MC. He's mad chill I like him a lot :3! He has such a relaxing vibe/aura to him. I got 2 new records. OF ALL THINGS I WILL SOON GROW TIRED by Joyce Manor and Looking thru the Shades by Glitterer. He wanted to find something Dystopia, but no luck grr, so he didn't buy anything dx.

It's been one year since Miso passed away. I got a tattoo in her memory, I love it so much. My friend Leslie did an amazing job. So sweet.

Tame impala released a music video for the song "Dracula". MC suggested I watch it, I really liked it! Perfect for Halloween.

I am looking forward to meeting more new friends and having new experiences. This felt like great transition month. I'm excited for the fall and winter.

October

October was eventful. The weather is so pretty!! This is probably my favorite month of the year. I did so many things!

10/04/25: I spent a lot of time with MC, we went to CoZine fest at the Library. I met a lot of cool artists and we traded some zines. I also bought a few zines and stickers. It's nice to get out into the community. Gotta do more of that!! Afterwards we went to eat Ramen at Fire Dragon Ramen or something liek that, it was super yummy! Then we let our tummies settle at the park near his house, it was such a lovely day! We saw little duckies and talked a bunch.

10/08/25: I went to see the Black Phone 2 with MC, it was so mid. Movie very much dragged on. Rating 6/10. MC and I watched the first one together in preperation, I really like the first one but the sequel was a bit unnecessary. MC liked both :)

10/10/25: Sextile played, but I got too drunk/sleepy and went back to my place with MC before Sextile even played SMH

10/20/25: Tame Impala released DEADBEAT, me and MC decided not to listen to it until the vinyl arrived. We both liked it, experimental. Excited to hear his future work, this was very different from his past stuff. The vinyl came warped ;.;

I went to go see TRON with MC at Regal theatres near his home. That place is HUGE what the heck! biggest screen I ever did see haha. it was really good I liked it :) nothing bad to say

10/24/25 Went to see Current Joys with J, H, & MC! It was so funnn!!! They started the show by playing GHOST. They did not play ramblings of a dying adolescence, but that’s ok. I met a girl while shouting lyrics and Mike thought it was cute lol. J and I went dressed up in costumes. I was princess bubblegum and she was Marceline the vampire queen. We saw a girl stealing merch and running away…so ghetto. The stupid guys behind us wouldn’t shut up during the wholeee performance -_-. Afterwards we met with V at Silver Stamp and had a few drinks and took some Photo Booth pics. J cooked pasta it was soooo yummy :3

10/25/25 I went to see N8noface at the Usual Place. I went alone, but I saw a girl from instagram there so we hung out afterwards. The openers SLAY SQUAD were hella goooood. We went to Cornish and then Berlin. Cornish was fun, we played pool. Berlin was a deadzone, it was like 3 am LOL.

10/26/26 Went on a picnic with MC at a nice little park, on Cheyenne and something I forgot. I wanted to feel the weather before it gets too cold. It was just a perfect time. I was a little hungover and honestly pretty unprepared haha but I still had major fun. There were 2 kites flying in the distance. I wish I would've taken a pic of our outfits. we looked so cute together!

10/29/25 Watched a movie in DBOX seats for the first time, …CHAINSAW MAN. It was really cool! I went with E (he wore his makima bangs slay) and we were hoping they had pochita buckets, but they didn’t. At least they gave us some cool free posters! :3

10/31/25: HALLOWEEEEEEN AHHHH!!! I dressed up as ART the clown and my makeup was super sick. I went to see SUBHUMANS with MC. MC was dressed up as that bad ass kid from Toy Story haha. Then we went to Nats party but only for a few minutes because I got too drunk and sad :(. I wish I woulda stayed up to go to odds and hit down town. Kinda ruined my own night.

November

November… I don't even know what to say.

This November was devastating. I usually love the cold gloomy weather...but I just cant wait for the spring.

December

Ah December. Trying to find a good way to end the year. I don't want to fall flat.

I have been holding up well and continuing to seek support with family and friends. It's nice to know I'm not alone.

I went to China Mama with J & V, ate lots of yummy food.

V did my nails for the first time since I was 21. They were so cunty. Red n glitter. Ended up getting the left hand nails clipped so that I could shred the gnar.

I went to LIPLAB with J&V and we made our very own custom lipsticks. Custom color, casing, and name! The lady surprised me with a sick Old English font and I just love it so much!!!!! n.n

I joined “secret zine” but no one ever got back to me, pretty upsetting considering I put a lot of thought into mine. I give up trying to be a part of some kind of art community -_- what a huge letdown!!

I started a new charcoal artwork, excited to share.

went to the Last GOTHICA at Swan Dive.

Me n the gals watched a corny ass movie that turned out to be really captivating LOL it's called 15 Cameras. I reviewed it on LETTERBOXD. I also watched the 50Cent Diddy Doc haha.

I got 2 new records this month, DEADBEAT by Tame Impala and The Gaping Mouth by Lowertown. The white pressing of DEADBEAT is the "Dracula" Variant so you know I had to get it!! Lowertown first press of The Gaping Mouth and it's BEAUTIFUL, red n black marble nd the sound is so crisp.

Got myself some nice new headphones for the Gym :3. Bye bye to those broken ass ones that leak hella sound! I love my new headphones. They're so cute and I customized them with patterns n colors.

Penny got his nails clipped, he did so well!

I got some cool xmas gifts and had a nice xmas with my family. T is in town and it's really nice to have the whole family here.

2026

Stay Tuned!

January

So beings the year of great things. Amirite?

01.17.26: Went to Chillis again LMFAO it was so salty this time eek. Got another slushie drink and it was a nice time. Then went to Bass Pro Shop and Zia. Got 2 new records! NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL AND KING KRULE DA OOZ.

Visited that new tiki bar, a pirate themed bar, and dark sister. Spent time wit the girls it was nice

Penny had an emergency vet visit. He's on meds right now. I clean his wounds daily. He's in cone jail for the next 2 weeks. I'll take him back to the vet in FEB for a checkup. I think it was stress induced because of the move, I think he will be okay though.

I took myself on a picnic at the park where MC and I last were. I did a lot of journaling, ate some snacks, and listened to the new PAPOOZ and friends album. The weather is warming up, it was a nearly perfect day. There was a Mom, dad, and their two kids playing on bikes and running around. I wanted to cry after listening to the first song on the Pappooz album, very relatable and VERY HEAVY on my heart. but I was in public so I held my tears in lol.

SHOWS

01.15.26: MICA and FUTURE NOBODIES. It was my first time at the VOODOO BREWERY. It was really cute, small venue. Lots of outdoor space, very cozy. I felt uncomfortable being alone after a while, so I left mid-set. Still had fun though :3

01.16.26: TIJUANA PANTHERS!! E came to town, I went with him and J to triple B to see them play. Drank a lot, fun timez. They played Red Headed Girl yay.

01.29.26: went to see MIDWIFE with Amulents and a few local bands. They were really good!! felt very hypnotizing. The crowd sat on the floor and it was really cute and intimite. It was at THE GRIFFIN, so very small and cozy. Smelled liek updawg tho. I spent way too fuckn much on drinks. I need to start pre-gaming smh.