Monthly Updates

2025

January

Cool start to the new year. I've been healing and going out more which is nice for a change. Last year I was really depressed and abandoned myself.

Well, my backyard neighbors' house caught on fire. I think it was the electrical box. Luckily, everyone is okay. I was so panicked, I couldn't sleep the whole entire night.

SHOWS: I saw Molchat Doma with Sextile, and COLD CAVE.

MOVIES: Companion (in theatres), Mysterious Skin, and Lookback

February

OMG this new year is being so kind and sweet to me. February I spent a lot of time with my friends instead of missing out. It feels like for the first time in my life, I'm living.

SHOWS: Sadgirl with Los Emptys, and Peeling Flesh.

ART I MADE: HOMESHAKE inspired Zine & 3 new friend collage pages

MOVIES: "Anora" eh mid movie. 5/10. Plot didn't make any effing sense.

Visited Lake Mead with J, E, V, & H.

went to some pirate bar and got free shots of vodka.

I went on a picnic and paint with friends

COULDA BEEN LOVE release on Valentines Day. That shit so FUNNY lmfao. I'm excited for the next episode. Gonna go watch with the gang. :)

I made a valentines gift box I decorated the box soo cute!

March

Spring time, yay!!!

I got a tv, so i watched hella movies xD:

Manic: this movie was very bleak and relatable. I cried 10/10
Family: I saw this on tiktok, it's about jugallos. It made me laugh so much. 10/10
Hellraiser: Creepy asl. Pervert vibes. 10/10
I believe in Unicorns: I was sleepy when i saw this. Also very bleak and relatable lil indie film. 8/10
Smile 2: 11/10 I love SMILE and SMILE2 FTW!!! One of the creepiest movies i've ever watched.

Me and the gals went to an ice cream parlor that had a secret bar in the back

Went to container park, 702bin and tried a "Scooby Doo" drink for the first time. Also tried their hot cheeto grilled cheese it was so good!

Went to the snow for the first time since i was 12. Drove Jans car to Outback Steakhouse.

April

April came with lots of changes..

Well for starters, Chow had an emergeny Vet visit. Shes okay now, but she got spayed and the healing process sucked. We were hearling together, just relaxing in bed and takin it easy.

I got bronchitis and have been sick literally all month long.I still have a cough and I can't remember what my real voice sounds like. I'm congested as fucking hell. I was on like 4 different medications smh

I finally visited the Jazz bar with D it was really sweet and I would go again. Other than that I really didn't go out much. I went to PTs to play pool and that's about it :)

Oh also I dyed my hair. Red chunky messy highlights its so cute! it faded already lol

MOVIES I WATCHED:

Buffallo 66: The director is so weird and creepy. Gave it a 6 for Christina the poor girl. It was cool but I couldn't help but be weirded out. 6/10

Rewatched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It's actually hella sad. Re-watching movies as an adult is so weird I have such a different perspective on things. 8/10

MAY(2001)9/10: This movie is so cringe in the best possible way. It does a great job of making me feel uncomfortable.

I rewatched THE ROOM and cried lol 9/10

May

May..oh my

Started the month off pretty bad. ok so I got too drunk at cornish.. walked home alone, and lost my phone. Thank GOD someone found it and returned it. This was at the start of the month and I honestly haven't drank much in public since xD

Bail bond money from 3 years ago got returned to me, and I basially used it all on vet bill for chow. Also paid for Vivi to get spayed so that D can leave his dogs with dad ;.;

My brother D left town. I got to spend some time with him before he left. He'll be back in the fall. ;.;

I got 3 new records this month: CARSEAT HEADREST, BAR ITALIA (I manifested it fr), and COLD CAVE (first pressing and its a beaut. Amazing gold and sparkly. I never had a sparkly vinyl before i LOVE IT)

MOVIES

CLOWN IN A CORNFIELD at the drive-in with my friends, it was boring. 3/10

28 DAYS LATER (OG version) in theatre for the first time ever it was such a cool experience! I went with Mike n Vanz :3 The quality was so booty, but as expected lol. The flower scene literally looked like an abstract painting it was lowkey beautiful xD. Got me thinking of how quickly technology has advancned in the past 20 years.

My other little brother T, I haven't seen him in over a year! He will be here on June 6th and I'm going to be spending a lot of time at my dads house with my family

June

June. Summertime YAY :3

June has been the quickest month this year. I opened and closed my eyes and the month was over!!

Well first things first, I got a new cat!! :3 yayy. His name is PENNYWISE and I will be making a page dedicated to him on my SHRINE page

I went to the theatres 3 times, I watched: BRING HER BACK, Final Destination, and 28 Years later. Check out my letterboxd for my reviews on those LOL

I havent been going out much, but I did go to odds & berlin bar twice this month, I also visited the Doberman for the first tme I really like the vibes there. Another new place I went to was the LEXI, .Lastly I went to FREAK-O-RAMA.

Overall it's been a really good month, I made a new zine based on Title Fights "Secret Society". I've made a few journal entires and a collage for CHOWDA. Last year was really really bleak and depressing, so I just am happy to be alive. I hope that I can spend time with my family and friends. I don't care about anything else. That's it!

July

July, LEO SZNNNNN ahhhh

This month I got to see LADY FKN GAGA for her new tour, first days were in my city. I was SO much fun..

I finally tried the dubai choco ice cream from CJ's, it was wayyyy too much cholocate but still yummy.

Went to eat at Casa De Playa it was yummy

The kids finally met Penny it was so cute! They loved his little thumbs hehe

I got fuckn damn ass covid (the razor blade variant) on my bday that shit was lame. I'm so grateful for my family and friends yay! I got some Porcelain dolls, wall art, makeup, accessories, money hehe and more

I finally finished my charcoal drawing, you can see it on my Sketchbook page!.

I added some stuff to my "collection" page, and I did a few other things on the site I love keeping up with it it's become somehing I look forward to. This has been really fun and rewarding.

August

August: Getting Un-Stuck

I notice the sun taking longer to rise these days, fall is upon us yay!

MOVIES

WEAPONS: Went to see this with the kids LOL we all liked it :3

TOXIC AVENGER: This movie was super crass and would NOT fly by todays standards. I did find humor in some parts, other parts were super fucked lmfao. I saw it at the Beverly Theatre. It was my first time there, such a beautiful venue!

OG TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACARE: I went to sams town to watch this, they had a special featrue at the end that I really enjoyed. I'm glad I got to see it on DA BIG SCREEN B)

I made a new zine about dead memories. Check it out on my newly revised ZINE page hehe. I love the new format! You can flip through each zine instead of viewing it as a flat pdf.

Visited a cute cafe, the cake was kind of ass but the drinks and food were so yummy. The tomato soup & grilled cheese was a 10/10

I visited a new bar in Henderson, had a night out with J. We went to a few different bars & met these girls they were sweet.

I was running out of space with my old record player set up/area.. SO i got a new cube shelf to replace it! I found it on facebook marketplace, its so pretty!!

Got a sick new waist belt with handcuffs it's so pretty! and it was only $25 WOOT WOOT!!

I dyed my hair orange as fall is upon us. pumpkin head

I got a few new records this month, Show Me the Body, King Krule, and Boy Harsher woot woot. I need to upload to my discogs.

September

Gone are the days of surviving.

September has been amazing. I wake up in the mornings, before 5AM. I go outside to feel the crisp of the air. September is as lovely as life itself.

E came to town and me n the gang went to China MAMA, and Karaoke. It was so fun!!! E sang a bunch of deftones it was so funny.

I finally got a new pair of glasses and am seeing in SUPER OMEGA HD

I visited 2 new places, the dustland and I forgot the name of the other place. The Dustland is really nice! I love the western vibe. They had a photobooth, me and J took pics :3

I went mini golfing with J,H, & L it was lowkey hard haha, and i got sleepy!-_- We stayed till they closed.

Bowling with the family for my baby brothers birthday was chill. Sams town bowling is so over-stimulating. But overall a great time :3 Got to see family and that's always nice

Speaking of family, D came back to town and I took him and N out to eat with E&M. We were in a rush so it was like, pretty hectic haha

I went record shopping with M. I got 2 new records. OF ALL THINGS I WILL SOON GROW TIRED by Joyce Manor and Looking thru the Shades by Glitterer. He wanted to find something Dystopia, but no luck grr, so he didn't buy anything dx.

It's been one year since Miso passed away. I got a tattoo in her memory, I love it so much. My friend Leslie did an amazing job. So sweet.

Tame impala released a music video for the song "Dracula". M suggested I watch it, I really liked it! Perfect for Halloween.

I am looking forward to meeting more new friends and having new experiences. This felt like great transition month. I'm excited for the fall and winter.

October

October was eventful. The weather is so pretty!! This is probably my favorite month of the year. I did so many things!!

I spent a lot of time with M, we went to CoZine fest at the Library. I met a lot of cool artists and we traded some zines. I also bought a few zines and stickers. It's nice to get out into the community. Gotta do more of that!! Afterwards we went to eat Ramen at Fire Dragon Ramen or something liek that, it was super yummy!

We watched Black Phone 2, it was so mid. Movie very much dragged on. Rating 6/10. I really like the first one but the sequel was a bit unnecessary.

Went with J,V,H,& M to see SEXTILE, but I got too drunk/sleepy and went back home before they even played SMH

Tame Impala released DEADBEAT. Me and M decided not to listen to it until the vinyl arrived. We both liked it, experimental! Excited to hear his future work, this was very different from his past stuff. The vinyl came warped ;.;

We went to go see TRON at Regal theatres. That place is HUGE, what the heck! biggest screen I ever did see haha. it was really good I liked it :) nothing bad to say.

Went to see Current Joys with J, H, & M! It was so funnn!!! They started the show by playing GHOST. They did not play ramblings of a dying adolescence, but that’s ok. I met a girl while shouting lyrics. J and I went dressed up in costumes. I was princess bubblegum and she was Marceline the vampire queen. We saw a girl stealing merch and running away…so ghetto. The stupid guys behind us wouldn’t shut up during the wholeee performance -_-. Afterwards we met with V at Silver Stamp and had a few drinks and took some Photo Booth pics. J cooked pasta it was soooo yummy :3

I went to see N8noface at the Usual Place. I went alone, but I saw a girl from instagram there so we hung out afterwards. The openers SLAY SQUAD were hella goooood. We went to Cornish and then Berlin. Cornish was fun, we played pool. Berlin was a deadzone, it was like 3 am LOL.

10/26/26 Went on a picnic with M at a nice little park, on Cheyenne and something I forgot. I wanted to feel the weather before it gets too cold. It was just a perfect time. I was a little hungover and honestly pretty unprepared haha but I still had major fun. There were 2 kites flying in the distance. I wish I would've taken a pic of our outfits. we looked so cute together!

Watched a movie in DBOX seats for the first time, …CHAINSAW MAN. It was really cool! I went with E (he wore his makima bangs slay) and we were hoping they had pochita buckets, but they didn’t. At least they gave us some cool free posters! :3

HALLOWEEEEEEN AHHHH!!! I dressed up as ART the clown and my makeup was super sick, M was dressed up as that bad ass kid from Toy Story haha. We went to see SUBHUMANS Then we went to Nats party but only for a few minutes.

November

November was devastating. I don't even know what to say.

December

December... Trying not to fall flat.

2026

January

Still heavy...

I took myself on a picnic at the same park. I did a lot of journaling, ate some snacks, and listened to the new PAPOOZ + friends album. The weather is warming up, it was a sweet day.

RECORDS: NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL In the Aeroplane Over the Sea AND KING KRULE THE OOZ.

SHOWS

01.15.26: MICA and FUTURE NOBODIES.

01.16.26: TIJUANA PANTHERS! They played Red Headed Girl yay.

01.29.26: went to see MIDWIFE with Amulents and a few local bands. They were really good!! felt very hypnotizing. The crowd sat on the floor and it was really cute and intimite. It was at THE GRIFFIN, so very small and cozy. Smelled liek updawg tho.

February

Winter is almost over.

Finally made a music blog, yay! I’m so excited to keep adding more content onto there.

I went to Dark Sister with the girls, we got these cute little heart shaped shot glasses.

On friday the 13th I got matching tattoos with J + V. Afterwards I went to cornish, but I went alone and it was just too packed. I got one drink, was way too overstimulated, and went home shortly after finishing the drink.

VINYL RECORDS

I took myself record shopping on Valentines Day. I took home TheDevilWearsPrada ZOMBIE EP. and DYSTOPIA self titled.

SHOWS

DUSTBOWLCHAMPION with Past Self and Los Emptys played at a small bar downtown. I forgot the name, but it's right next to Taco-tarian. The show was packed cuz it sold out, I went with J. Every band put on a great performance. I love when people show up for openers, I feel like that’s pretty rare. I bought a tee shirt from this guy who owned a skate shop, gotta find his business card and check the shop out. I wanted to buy a vinyl from DBC, but they sold out :(

COLD CAVE with BUZZ KULL played at triple B. They played in the back room, it was really fun. I went with J and we bumped into S and hung with her for a bit. I got some cool merch EEEEK!

I got an electric guitar off marketplace. the neck is broken to hell through the body...dude says he dropped it. yeah, a few times i think... it's damn near un-playable, but It was a steal.

March

THE SUN HAS COME OUT. FINALLY!!!!!!

Started off the month hanging with the gals J,V,& K. We went to atomic golf. I suck at it and the food was ass, but it was fun.

I fucked up my back and my mobility was fucked for nearly 2 weeks! Lots of lidocaine patches and ibuprofen. Getting back into the swing of things...slowly but surely.

I went downtown for St. Pattys day and had a drink or two.

Went to municipal court, lost my ID after omfg.

Journaling at Pop Cafe was so fun!

I got my eyebrows pierced, but the left one rejected after I accidentally smacked it twice /x! ugh!

SHOWS

Sanity Slip with Knuckle Sandwich @ Eagle Aerie

La Texana @ Triple B was super fun. Got some merch and talked to the band members about being in vegas. Also how there were 2 other shows that day: the Garden and CROWBAR. The city is alive and well!

Los Darks Fest in SANTA ANA CALIFORNIA AYYYY. J&H took turns driving. Ate chipotle at the beach, it was super fun. The hotel served free breakfast and it was nice n cool :3

April

April Showers?? IDK

This month was eventful! I've been embracing spontaneity.

Well, for starters I was having car troubles, but that's solved. Had to take the bus.. been over a decade since I took the rtc lol.

My left eyebrow piercing rejected after I smacked it twice on accident UGH :( letting it heal so i can get another one in a few months.

my tights from DARINKAWEAR arrived. They're mad cute and high quality. I've worn them both twice already.

SHOWS

THE RED PEARS + Together Pangea

DRAIN- was SO fun omfg. I hadn't listened to their newest album so I felt like a huge poser. 3rd time seeing them tho, they put on a hell of a show. Feels like a huge party.

DEICIDE: Me n J got matching tees :3. Crowd was dead haha lots of old heads. Sick show though.

PAIN OF TRUTH + TERROR + Poison The Well- Another fun show at HOB!! I had never heard of the headliners before that night, it was a last minute decision and turned out to be SO exciting

LEBANON HANOVER + SOFT VEIN- Traiters was on the lineup, but cancelled last minute /; My feet were hurting so bad haha

SICK NEW WORLD FEST: Also a LAST min. thing. I woke up with a mean hangover and felt like butt. went with J+H & J. We got drinks for the low and it was so fucking funnnn. I finally saw underoath!!! J got us matching BMTH tees. The quality is SUPERB !!!

Cirque du Soleil w J + J&H. It was soo inspiring. I love the t h e a t r e B)

VINYL RECORDS

I'll Be Okay by Sign Crushes Motorist. I ordered this in December & it arrived this month. Sad songs. I've wanted this one for a long time. The pressing was different from than the original photo, but it's still super dope!

No Bones, Sickly Sweet by Olivia O. - V bought this for me as an xmas gift, it also just arrived hehe so so fun to get things I was anticipating for a while.

Seaforth by King Krule- J bought this for me!! He's so sweet!