Monthly Updates

2025

January

Cool start to the new year. I've been healing and going out more which is nice for a change. Last year I was really depressed and abandoned myself.

Well, my backyard neighbors' house caught on fire. I think it was the electrical box. Luckily, everyone is okay. I was so panicked.

SHOWS: I saw Molchat Doma with Sextile, and COLD CAVE.

MOVIES: Companion (in theatres), Mysterious Skin, and Lookback

February

OMG this new year is being so kind and sweet to me. February I spent a lot of time with my friends instead of missing out. It feels like for the first time in my life, I'm living.

SHOWS: Sadgirl with Los Emptys, and Peeling Flesh.

ART: HOMESHAKE inspired Zine & 3 new friend collage pages

MOVIES: Anora

Visited Lake Mead with J, E, V, & H.

went to some pirate bar and got free shots of vodka.

I went on a picnic and paint with friends

COULDA BEEN LOVE release on Valentines Day. I'm excited for the next episode. Gonna go watch with the my friends. :)

I decorated an old box with paint and hot glue. came out cute!

March

Spring time, yay!!!

I got a tv, so i watched a buncha movies: Manic, Family, Hellraiser, I believe in Unicorns and Smile 2

Me and the gals went to an ice cream parlor that had a secret bar in the back

Went to container park, 702bin and tried a "Scooby Doo" drink for the first time. Also tried their hot cheeto grilled cheese it was so good!

Went to the snow for the first time since i was 12. Drove Jans car to Outback Steakhouse.

April

April came with lots of changes..

Me n Chow were healing together, just relaxing in bed and takin it easy since I got bronchitis n she got spayed.

I finally visited the Jazz bar with D it was really sweet and I would go again. Other than that I really didn't go out much. I went to PTs to play pool and that's about it :)

Oh also I dyed my hair. Red chunky messy highlights its so cute! it faded already lol

MOVIES: Buffallo 66, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, & May

May

May..oh my

I got 3 new records this month: CARSEAT HEADREST, BAR ITALIA (I manifested it fr), and COLD CAVE (first pressing and its a beaut. Amazing gold and sparkly. I never had a sparkly vinyl before i LOVE IT)

MOVIES: CLOWN IN A CORNFIELD, 28 Days Later

June

June. Summertime YAY :3

June has been the quickest month this year. I opened and closed my eyes and the month was over!!

Well first things first, I got a new cat!! :3 yayy. His name is PENNYWISE and I will be making a page dedicated to him on my SHRINE page

I went to the theatres 3 times, I watched: BRING HER BACK, Final Destination, and 28 Years later.

I havent been going out much

July

July, LEO SZNNNNN ahhhh

I got to see LADY GAGA

Went to eat at Casa De Playa it was yummy

The kids finally met Penny it was so cute! They loved his little thumbs hehe

I got the new covid variant on my bday womp womp. I'm so grateful for my family and friends yay! I got some Porcelain dolls, wall art, makeup, accessories, money hehe and more

August

August: Getting Un-Stuck

I notice the sun taking longer to rise these days, fall is upon us yay!

MOVIES:WEAPONS, TOXIC AVENGER, OG TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACARE

I made a new zine about dead memories.

Visited a cute cafe, the cake was kind of ass but the drinks and food were so yummy. The tomato soup & grilled cheese was a 10/10

I found a cubeshelf facebook marketplace, its so pretty!! Enough space for my records yay

Records: Show Me the Body, King Krule, and Boy Harsher woot woot. I need to upload to my discogs.

September

Gone are the days of surviving.

September has been amazing. I wake up in the mornings, before 5AM. I go outside to feel the crisp of the air. September is as lovely as life itself.

E came to town and me n the gang went to China MAMA, and Karaoke.

I went mini golfing with J,H, & L it was hard, and i got sleepy! We stayed till they closed.

I went record shopping with M. I got 2 new records. OF ALL THINGS I WILL SOON GROW TIRED by Joyce Manor and Looking thru the Shades by Glitterer. He wanted to find something Dystopia, but no luck grr.

It's been one year since Miso passed away. I got a tattoo in her memory, I love it so much. My friend Leslie did an amazing job. So sweet.

I am looking forward to meeting more new friends and having new experiences. This felt like great transition month. I'm excited for the fall and winter.

October

October was eventful. The weather is so pretty!! This is probably my favorite month of the year. I did so many things!!

I spent a lot of time with M, we went to CoZine fest at the Library. Also went to eat Ramen at Fire Dragon Ramen or something liek that, it was super yummy!

MOVIES: Black Phone 2, TRON & Chainsaw Man.

Went with J,V,H,& M to see SEXTILE, but I got too sleepy and went back home before they even played SMH

Tame Impala released DEADBEAT. Me and M decided not to listen to it until the vinyl arrived. We both liked it, experimental! The vinyl came warped ;.;

Went to see Current Joys with J, H, & M! It was so funnn!!! They started the show by playing GHOST. They did not play ramblings of a dying adolescence, but that’s ok.

I went to see N8noface at the Usual Place.

10/26/26 Went on a picnic with M at a nice little park, I wanted to feel the weather before it gets too cold. It was just a perfect time. I was a little hungover and honestly pretty unprepared haha but I still had major fun. There were 2 kites flying in the distance. I wish I would've taken a pic of our outfits. we looked so cute together!

HALLOWEEEEEEN AHHHH!!! I dressed up as ART the clown and my makeup was super sick, M was dressed up as that bad ass kid from Toy Story haha. We went to see SUBHUMANS. Then we went to Nats party.

November

November was devastating. I don't even know what to say.

December

I have no words.

2026

January

things are heavy

I took myself on a picnic. Been spending a lot of time alone, going to shows and the movies alone... I dunno, just trying to have some healthy distractions. The weather is warming up

SHOWS

01.15.26: MICA and FUTURE NOBODIES.

01.16.26: TIJUANA PANTHERS! They played Red Headed Girl..reminds me of M

01.29.26: MIDWIFE with Amulents and a few local bands. They were really good!! felt very hypnotizing.

February

Winter is almost over.

On friday the 13th I got matching tattoos with J + V. Afterwards I went to cornish, but I went alone and it was just too packed. I got one drink, was way too overstimulated, and went home shortly after finishing the drink.

RECORDS

I took myself record shopping on Valentines Day. I took home TheDevilWearsPrada ZOMBIE EP. and DYSTOPIA self titled.

SHOWS

DUSTBOWLCHAMPION

COLD CAVE with BUZZ KULL.

I got an electric guitar+amp off fb marketplace. the neck is broken to hell through the body...dude says he dropped it. yeah, a few times i think -_-... it's damn near un-playable, but It was a steal.

March

The sun has come out.. FINALLY!!!!!!

Atomic Golf with the gals.

I fucked up my back and my mobility was fucked for nearly 2 weeks agh

I got my eyebrows pierced, but the left one rejected after I accidentally smacked it twice /x!

SHOWS

Sanity Slip with Knuckle Sandwich

La Texana

Los Darks Fest in SANTA ANA CALIFORNIA yay! J&H took turns driving. we ate chipotle at the beach, it was super fun. The hotel served free breakfast and it was nice n cool. It was good to get some sun, be near the water and spend time with friends.

I had everything planned to go to LA to see Depresion Sonora, but I fucking got sick >:(. I had to cancel the airbnb, the bus ticket, and sell my show ticket. Such a bummer. I wanted to visit M, so I was just really upset that I couldn't go.

April

This month was eventful. I've been embracing spontaneity.

Car troubles

my tights from DARINKAWEAR arrived.

SHOWS

THE RED PEARS + Together Pangea, DRAIN, DEICIDE, PAIN OF TRUTH + TERROR + Poison The Well, LEBANON HANOVER + SOFT VEIN

SICK NEW WORLD FEST: Also a LAST min. thing. I woke up with a mean hangover and felt like butt. went with J+H & J. We got drinks for the low and it was so funnnn. I finally saw underoath!!! J got us matching BMTH tees. The quality is SUPERB !!!

Cirque du Soleil w J + J&H. It was soo inspiring. I love the t h e a t r e

RECORDS

I'll Be Okay by Sign Crushes Motorist. I ordered this in December & it arrived this month. Sad songs. I've wanted this one for a long time. The pressing was different from than the original photo, but it's still super dope!

No Bones, Sickly Sweet by Olivia O. - V bought this for me as an xmas gift, it also just arrived hehe so so fun to get things I was anticipating for a while.

Seaforth by King Krule- J bought this for me!! so sweet!

May

May was relaxed. This month was not so eventful. I needed a bit of a rest anyways. :)

MOVIES: Obsession, Passenger, Backrooms

SHOWS

The only show I went to was MAC DEMARCO which was on 05.01.26. I was supposed to see dead calm and Alex g, but I sold my tix :(. Another time!

June

Another slow month. The calm before the storm?

I applied to UNLV and got accepted yay! I took a 2 year break from school. I changed my major and am eager to begin the semester. I didn't get my nails done, taking a break. It's nice to play guitar again. I subscibed to Ultimate Guitar Pro for the year. I plan to improve my skillz in this time that my nails are short. I think i'll get a full set for my bday and then short nails on the right hand going forward.

MOVIES: I watched Twilight for the first time ever. Maaaan that was so funny and corny... loved it! xD only watched the first 2 movies. I'll watch the rest another time. I also watched a series called SWEETPEA, it was really captivating.

SHOWS

I did not go to any shows this month :v